Daisypath Anniversary tickers

Friday 13 April 2012

MY HERO

dugaan demi dugaan melanda aku..sehinggalah semalam airmata aku diuji lagi..hanya Allah Maha Mengetahui..perit,terluka hatiku membaca 1 msj dr no janda itu..selepas itu aku hanya mampu mendiamkan dri..dr mr j, rakan2 ku..aku off hp n offline fb krna tkut bila aku on hp blik aku akan terbaca msj yg myakiti jiwa n raga ku..body fluids aku semakin kurang agaknya myebabkan aku hampir demam pnas..seo rakanku berkata"byakkan berdoa"...n aku prcaya walaupun solatku mgkin x sesempurna hambanya yg lain..aku cuba..Dia Mengetahui apa yg aku asa semalam..dalam hati ku berkata' ini jalan aku yg tlah ditetapkan olh-Nya..sudah tertulis begitu..setiap apa yg berlaku ada hikmahnya dan percaya akan takdir-Nya'..aku nngis non-stop sehingga aku terlelap selama sejam..kesian Mr J mencari aku d fb..32 msj drnya...kt hp lak..pnuh dgn miscall kerana aku off..dia terlalu bimbng akan aku kerana slalunya aku akan bercerita semua mslhku pdnya tp tdak mlm td..sejurus aku on hp..hati aku sebak mbca msj2 nya..

thun ni hmpir 2 thun kami bersama..wlaupun dia jauh,aku asakan dia ttp brada dkt pd ku..apa je yg x blaku ant kami?clash u 2 kali..bergaduh..bertekak mulut..n apatah lagi mlut aku dlu..mcm2 ayt yg kuar..tp dia ttp sbr..sabar dgn karenah ku..sabar dgn sikap ku yg dlu mudah mlenting..dia sentiasa mengalah..sb tu org kata..dlm berpasangan slh seo kena slow n seo lg aktif..klau dua2 aktif hancur..klau dua2 slow..x bjalan kisahnya..terima abg..atas semuanya selama ni..abg x tau pun ayg ada blog..sb ayg xnak bg tau sb sometimes kita xperlu bg tau org yg kita syg semuanya..kerana itu lah benda pling bharga..seandainya ayg myahut panggilan Ilahi 1 hri nnti..biarlah blog ini menjadi tatapan n warkah ayg kpd abg..trma kasih sb byak mbantu ayg,makan minum ayg wlaupun b tgh praktikal skrg..

maaf klau ayg byak myusahkan b,membebankan b..menyakiti hati b dgn perbuatan n kata2 ayg selama kita bersama..tiada kata yg mampu ayg lafazkan selain terima kasih x terhingga kepada Allah SWT kerana pertemukan kita,lalui pelbagai ujian bersama n mudah-mudahan hubungan kita akan berkekalan dan diredhai-Nya..Mudah-mudahan kita akan bertemu di Jannah..Insyallah
~~ty my hero..ty Allah~~

Wednesday 11 April 2012

jurang~

dlu aku ada seo 'abg'..aku bkn mksdkan abg kandung or abg spesel..hehe..tp abg angkat..aku aggp dia mcm abg kandung aku sdri..bertahun kami knl..seo abg yg caring kpada adiknya..n aku msh ingt lg kami bjnji suatu ketika dlu akan mjadi beradik angkt..bersama ssh sng,sdh,mslh bersama..tapi............

semuanya jg kenangan..kini ada jarak d ant kami..kami x bhubung sperti dlu lg..n dia semakin berubah sjak ada 'makwe' baru..aku dia hak u mhalang kebahagiaannya..cma kdang2..sikap n kata2 nya skrg agak mlampau bg aku mybbkan aku pernah hilangkan dri dr dia..n bgitu juga dia..mgkin masing2 sudah berasa kekok..mgkin krana itu aku remove dia dr fren list aku..tp kini aku bljr u byak bsbr aku add dia blik..krna ingin silaturahim itu akan terjalin smula..tapi..aku mgkin berangan.tapi entah nape..ada prsn x suka pd wanita itu?mlihat gmbr dia?entah..aku xda hak x myukai isteri atau awek nya..itu hak dia n msa dpnnya..

aku hnya akan berdiam dri sehingga kapan pun..kerana mgkin itu yg terbaik..aku cuma perlu berdiri tmpt yg jauh n lalui ini semua dgn org tsyg tnpa dia yg seolah karam n lemas d lautan wanitanya..terima kasih u segalanya~


*klau tol dia dh kwin..nape dia maklumkan pd adiknya..adakah akuorg asing bg nya?waallahualam~~ hanya Allah mengetahuinya

Monday 9 April 2012

my dean ,technical n vocational faculty-UPSI (biography)

Dr. Ramlee Mustapha is an Associate Professor and Chair of Technical and Vocational Education at the Faculty of Education, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (the National University of Malaysia). In 2008, he was appointed as the Director of the Centre of Excellence for Learner Diversity, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. He is an expert in vocational education and training and human resource development especially in the Pacific Rim and East Asian region. His research interests lie in experiential learning, higher technical-vocational education, indigenous learning of minority groups (special needs students and Orang Asli – Malay Aborigines) and multicultural human resource development. He taught undergraduate and graduate courses in technical and vocational education, vocational education for special needs students, cross cultural, cross national human resource development. He also studied the effect of vocational education on social and economic development. He is currently supervising 50 doctoral and 10 masters candidates.
Dr. Mustapha was invited as main speaker at several International Conferences such as in Thailand (2001), Singapore (2002), Taiwan (2002), Indonesia (2002), Kuwait (2002), Saudi Arabia (2002), Finland (2003), Thailand (2004), Costa Rica (2006), Saudi Arabia (2006), Hawaii (2007) and Taiwan (2007), Indonesia (2008), and Japan (2008).
He has written over 100 articles and 6 books in Technical-Vocational Education and Human Resource Development. His latest books include Education for Diverse Learners (2009) [published by Universiti Putra Press], Identify Career Potentials(2008) [published by Oxford], Competence Development as Workplace Learning(2007) [published by Innsbruck University Press, Austria], and Workforce Development in East Asia and the Pacific (2004) [published by Information Age Publishing Co., USA]. He is the Chief Editor for the International Journal of Learner Diversity. He also serves as International Editorial Board Member for International Journal for Vocational Education and Training (United States) – a prestigious journal in the field of vocational education and training. He is also an Associate Editor forInternational Journal of Learning (Australia). He is an active member in professional associations such as International Vocational Education and Training Association (IVETA), ACTE (American Career and Technical Education), and Malaysian Vocational Association.
The latest project headed by Dr. Ramlee Mustapha is the identification of vocational interests among Orang Asli youth and the development of a new framework for the indigenous vocational training. Dr. Ramlee Mustapha also involved in International Project funded by UNESCO to build Virtual Teacher Education Center (VirTEC) in South Asian Region (2000 – 2001). During his stay in the United States, he was involved in Leadership Development Program for Vocational Special Needs Program with Professor James P. Greenan at Purdue University. He was a UNESCO Scholar (2004-2005) and studied gender issues in vocational education and training during his fellowship at Purdue University USA in 2005.
He received several outstanding awards such as Young Scientist Award (1980), Malaysian Government Scholarship Award to study in the United States (1982-1997), and Outstanding Graduate Students (1994), and Excellence Service Award (2003). He won several fellowships such as UNESCO fellowship (2004), Fulbright Scholar Program (2005) and IIPE (Columbia University) fellowship (2006) and Petrosains Fellowship (2008). He serves as visiting scholar at several prestigious universities such as University of Sydney (Australia), Nagoya University (Japan), Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah Institute of Education, University Brunei Darussalam and Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia. He is also active in community services. He is frequently invited as speaker and facilitator to several motivational camps for school and university students throughout the country.
Dr. Ramlee Mustapha holds a professional degree in Chemical Engineering (BSChE) from University of Alabama, USA. His first Masters degree in Educational Administration (M.Ed) from Eastern New Mexico University, USA and his second Masters degree in Industrial Technology (M.Sc) from Purdue University, USA. He earned a doctoral degree in Technical and Vocational Education (Ph.D) also from Purdue University, USA.

"jenuh korang nak bca..pjg tu..but i also want to be like him..he's one of my idol"..

first observation..auuuuuuuwwwww

salam 1 malaysia..alkisah hari ni is my first observation in teaching by prof dr ramlee b mustapa dekan fakulti pendidikan teknikal & vokasional UPSI....tnggu bkn main lamo..lambat 10 min..bak kata pengetua "guru kena sharp msuk klas"..70 min tu asa berabad..tetba bengkel tu asa pnas smcm..dlm otak cheq ni"ape lg eik nak wat lpas ni??"..ades..lupa ingatan bila dia dok pndang2..kluaq je dia..i almost fainted n vomit and the worst part is !!!...student dok siap pun kayu deme kata time cuti 3 hari nak wat so rph sedikit tersasar but luckily i have back plan if anything happen..fuhhhhh..legoooo..bjayo kembali mgikut arus RPH..


sepanjang pemantauan,ramai lak cikgu2 sesi ptg ni lalu..selalu seo dua je...senyum n sengih2..concern about my perfomance kot..huhu..nak tau x apa komen prof???den bg tau yg negatif ja..yg positif xpyah la k..dh ckup kembang my nose dh td..hahahah..so he saidd........


1.jgn guna short form u wat rph=eg: o,yg,X, min
2.selalu sgt sbt ok ..(ala..sbt OK pun xbleh byak2.. aptb :P )
3.ada seo pljr slh pgang tukul..huhu..(dak ni dh ajar byak kali pun lupo.!!.ayoyo)


PEACE PROF..KIKIKI :)
tamatla cita observation part 1 for a while..so dpt relax..wat pningkatan lbh baik drpd sblmnya..part 2 akan myusul dont know when so to be continued.....